you keep coming across my mind too many times during the day. it’s just not right, and i really don’t know why it’s happening. i can’t help but to feel it’s wrong; to feel the way i do right now, after all that’s happened. i don’t know what to do with myself, because i know what i want is just out of the question. i have to stop this emotional takeover, because what i want is never going to happen. i let it go away, and now it is gone. i can’t simply ask for it back.

feelings, just stop, you’re not supposed to do this to me.

-[o4.29.12]

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now and then, and time to time,
several things come across my mind.
circled by thoughts of past events,
sometimes i dont know what they could have meant.
i know that thoughts come naturally,
a state of conscious you cant help but see.
so surely a message must be hidden within,
but its not so obvious, as i keep wonderin’.
thoughts oh thoughts, you taunt me so,
youre one thing ill never know.
you make me decide on a future unknown,
but when you are right, my mind is blown.
what are you and how do you know me so well?
if youre against me or with me, only time will tell.

-[o4.22.12]

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take chances with the things you do,

some things arent even worth thinking through.

do the things you wish you had,

before those choices disappear, so sad.

if youve never left your comfort zone,

its time to turn the music up a few tones.

just enjoy the time youre given,

and make the best of the life youre livin’.

-[12.26.11]

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a good part of my life has passed in time,

but yet a meaning, i have yet to find.

its still appears as such a mystery,

what in life really fills me with glee.

id think by now the time would come,

where i see more and know what should be done.

but i guess life is long for such that thought,

where the many years, leave lessons to be taught.

i await the day that such an epiphany hits,

and that i lead my life as which seems fit.

-[12.2o.11]

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problems come, but the must go,

in life this is something you must know,

you have to talk to make things right,

don’t give up without a fight.

if working it out is worth the time,

get through it ‘til things are fine.

problems in life are meant to be solved,

fix all the things with all the people involved.

things like such, are an obstacle of heart,

so keep up a smile, and return better than the start.

-[12.14.11]

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you shine like no other, a light so intense,

your love and compassion, way beyond immense.

with your beautiful presence, you take on your life,

your own ideas, mindset, goals, fighting through strife.

the way you know what you want and aim for the goal,

not just speaking the words, but putting it up for show.

you are the brightest, most brilliant star in the sky,

the one who achieves greatness, before she’ll say bye.

the one who fights on forward, with a heart of pure gold,

the one who stands back up, no matter what she is told.

when i need you most, you are there right behind,

a shoulder to cry on, the friend i was so happy to find.

and when i’m just ecstatic, and filled with great moods,

i come to you, sharing laughs and letting you know i’m good.

you’re there for me, i want to be there for you,

sometimes i screw up, like i haven’t the slightest clue.

if a friend is worth fighting for, you’d be that one,

perhaps if i were to lose you, my life would be done.

i love you bestfriend; my buddy, my mate,

knowing one another was not coincidence, but fate.

-[12.13.11]

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the way she talks, the way she squeals,

the way she grasps my sense of appeal.

the way she giggles, the way she winks,

the way she always makes me think.

the way she jokes, the way she smiles,

the way she makes me think life’s worth while.

the way she looks, the way she glares,

the way she can not possible be compared.

the way she is awkward, the way she goofy,

the way she looks sexy when her hair gets all poofy.

the way she loves, the way she cares,

the way she lets me know, she’s always there.

the way she lives, the way she is,

the way she found my love is this.

the way she found a place in my heart,

the way I never want her and i to ever be apart.

-[12.o3.11]

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to live in a mindset based upon lust,

is not what to look for when wanting that trust.

misguided like a tunnel with no glimpse of light,

learn to get through it and grow will your might.

assume that you’ll be blinded by the temptation ahead,

despite the fact, your cupidity will lead to dread.

-[11.27.11]

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life is such a wonderful thing to be given,

each moment, just appreciate, that you are livin’,

the little things need to be enjoyed,

and peoples feelings, not to be toyed.

live in the moment, life is actually short,

the idea of many years, tends to distort.

always have a smile, there’s no time for frowns,

why not stay up? its not fun being down.

love like there is no tomorrow,

don’t hate because it can only cause sorrow.

give to those who you hold dear,

and fight for them to keep them near.

people always realise things too late,

but life may be too short to change that fate.

so its better to love, than not loved at all,

because that hole in life is just a short fall.

life is a remarkable, miraculous entity,

so don’t be cruel, treating it malevolently

live, laugh, and love, make the best of what is,

life will be better, once you realise all this.

-[11.27.11]

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they say that friends may come and go,

but some stay forever; don’t you know?

i guess it’s true that some may depart,

but the true ones will stick it out, from the start.

because reality is, the friends we make today,

are the ones who will last all through the way.

i mean sure, in highschool, there are all them haters,

but the good people now, will stick with you later.

when we are older, people pretend that the know you,

because money and fame, make people go faux.

you realize that friends now, friends like who you are,

they don’t care if you have a shitty ass car.

but in the future, in truth, it won’t be the same,

new friends only want you, if you’ve got game.

so treasure the friends that you’ll hold dear to your heart,

because they stuck it through, right from the start.

-[11.26.11]

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the world as we know it can be quite naive,

in the way that they seen things, the way they perceive,

people in ones life, are never as they thought,

fake friendships and feelings are easily bought.

the sad truth of it is, people don’t have perception,

in essence, creating their own evil deception.

its great to believe that people have no intention,

but when the truth comes out, “oops i forgot to mention.”

of course i would like to live a life of no worries,

but this hideous world is nothing but shame for glory.

its not that i want to second guess my relations,

but something causes doubt, hence my hesitation.

i shouldn’t doubt those whom i might hold near,

but sometimes their actions make me, ponder in fear.

there comes many times where you might not know,

but your unintended spread of sorrow, really takes a toll.

if your friendship is true, always remain the same,

don’t pretend, or be fake, or play the blame game.

-[11.25.11]

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the mind just tends to think one way, 

with new ideas, it begins to sway.

from one idea it develops another,

each new thought formed by the mother.

its really best not to be ignorant,

because being un-open is quite irrelevant.

people are meant to express ways they perceive,

but also intercept what some may believe.

open your mind the what the world has to say,

because its not black and white, but really shades of gray.

-[11.2o.11]

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i can’t help but smile when you’re in my view,

you’re my best friend, in this world very few.

i can’t help but to treasure every moment together,

and hopefully we’ll make new ones, forever and ever.

you’re quirky and awkward, but thats what i like,

and sometimes you’re just weird, and act like a dyke.

but then when you’re sad, its like my world also collapses,

its as if were connected within by synapses.

and when i see you enjoy life, with smiles and giggles,

i know we’re sexy, so lets wiggle, wiggle, wiggle.

so won’t you please know, you’re my partner in crime,

please don’t leave my side, any moment in time.

i’m in debt to the world, for we surely met by fate,

everything in our past has been an event, so innate.

-[11.o6.11] 

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oh food, food, foody, food,

why must you be just so good.

you make me smile,

my life worth while.

in my mouth, the way you taste,

you must be savored, not to waste.

and with each bite i take,

so yummy, for goodness’ sakes.

without food, what is life,

like a marriage with no actual wife.

take me to a world of glee,

food, baby, just you and me.

forever and always, my one true love,

you take my life to one step above.

-[1o.17.11]

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Cynthia Toon; the one, the only.

—-

forever and always, stay in my life.

good times, fun times, help me through strife.

you are my friend, the best i could wish for,

the one and only, i couldn’t have asked for more.

expressed in words, you surpass stars in the sky,

you make me happier, than a smoker’s greatest high.

stay by my side, each path taken in time,

because life with you, is guaranteed sublime.

through thick and thin, smiles and grins,

you have been there, through all i’ve been.

forever and always, ill hold you so near,

forever and always, i love you, my dear.

-[1o.o7.11]

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